Heaven on Earth- A Non-Hysterical History of Shari’ah by Sadakat Kadri

This article was forwarded by Mr. Imtiaz Bokhari.

N Y times also has a book review on this book and link was forwarded by Dr. Nasik Elahi.

http://www.nytimes.com/2012/04/17/books/heaven-on-earth-by-sadakat-kadri.html?adxnnl=1&emc=eta1&adxnnlx=1334971089-Qo0WKyz33BFOrmeMhF35Jw

Heaven On Earth: A Non-Hysterical History of Shari’ah

·          By HAROON MOGHUL                 

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RD Associate Editor Haroon Moghul is a doctoral candidate at Columbia University, focusing on Islamic reformism in South Asia and the emergence of the modern Muslim world. He is a Fellow at the Center on National Security at Fordham Law and the author of The Order of Light (Penguin, 2006).        

                                                       Sadly, when it comes to the topic of Shari’ah the measure of a book’s success is merely that it leave you with an impression of Muslim humanity. Rarely is a word so frequently used and yet so commonly misunderstood.

Islamophobic discourse rarely changes in any meaningful way; indeed, it remains quite similar to the anti-Semitism it disingenuously claims to have foresworn. But superficially, Islamophobia rapidly mutates, sniffing out whatever Arabic words its untalented bigots can find, throwing them against the wall, and seeing which most creeps out the mainstream. “Hijab.” “Minaret.” “Taqiyya.”

These days, Shari’ah’s the unlucky winner; the next term that stands in for a total threat to Western civilization, the urgent fear inside Islamophobia. Given the level of venom, ignorance, and brashness, it is disappointing how few resources are available to change the conversation.

Enter London Review of Books contributor Sadakat Kadri whose new book might help us talk about Shari’ah. Heaven on Earth is the kind of book that can appeal to the curious, as well as the intellectually serious—that strange product which actually leaves you knowing more about Islam than you did before you started.

Kadri’s book is smart, fun, wide-ranging, well researched, and remarkably thorough for its length, though I had, as you’ll see, several criticisms. Overall, however, his book is successful in that it does leave you with an impression of Muslim humanity, impressively outlines Islam’s formidable complexity and spiritual richness. There are too few writers who want to do this, and fewer still who can pull it off.

If you had to briefly define Shari’ah, how would you do so?

There’s no better definition than the word’s source. It once described a direct path toward water—a very valuable route to seventh-century desert Arabs—and though people properly argue about human interpretations of Islamic law, the word ‘shari‘ah’ is most usefully understood in terms of the original meaning given it by believers: a divinely-sanctioned path toward salvation.

What, in the course of writing this book, most surprised you? Disappointed you? Did you think you’d end up with the book you’ve written?

Writing is a process, not just an efficient method of conveying information, and when I first put finger to keyboard I had no idea if I would finish the book, let alone how it would end. Like so many other people, I was initially inclined to think of Islamic law narrowly, in terms of commands and sanctions. As my perspectives deepened, I was pulled in two opposing directions.

It became important to emphasize the way in which devout Muslims regard God’s law as a guide to all aspects of life, so that fair-minded non-Muslim readers might better appreciate why opposition toward ‘shari‘ah law’ is liable to be perceived not as an intellectual stance, but as bigotry. But the expansive and fluid parameters of Islamic jurisprudence held another, very different kind of surprise.

It turned out that those Muslim states that are most vocal about enforcing God’s will typically avoid or sideline their own laws—even punishments—as though clemency and a willingness to accommodate change were somehow shameful. That points toward a phenomenon which, I suppose, came as my greatest disappointment: the way that hardliners have managed in just a few decades to associate the shari‘ah in so many people’s minds with rigidity, discrimination and brutality.

You describe the “expansive and fluid parameters of Islamic jurisprudence.” Can you elaborate a little bit on this? 

Although the Prophet Muhammad himself died in 632 C.E., Islamic law continued to evolve for centuries. It was one-and-a-half centuries before Muslim jurists began systematically to address the two interlinked questions that are central to any legal system: how to decide between two different arguments concerning a rule; and how to resolve cases that are not explicitly covered by clear rules in the first place.

In the years since then, countless thousands of scholars have spent their lives struggling to interpret God’s law (a task known as ijtihad), with prolific results. Islamic jurisprudence governs many matters that many Westerners would not consider ‘legal’ at all, from diet and etiquette to prayer, and it has incorporated many ways of accommodating change.

One example is the Sunni view that a consensual interpretation of the shari‘ah might allow for departures from previous understandings; another is the assumption that God’s rules have a goal (the maqasid al-shari‘ah) and that this higher purpose might override their literal wording. The dynamism is liable to surprise anyone who associates Islam with rigidity, but it should not; adaptability has been key to its endurance over the last 1400 years, and it is why the religion has taken root in every continent on earth.

At the same time, it’s always important to remember that justice requires not only that appropriate rules exist, but that they are applied consistently. That means the legal fluidity comes with a risk—the possibility of arbitrary enforcement. Anyone concerned with the operation of Islamically-inspired judicial systems consequently bears a heavy responsibility, because flexibility can easily facilitate manipulation and unfairness.

You also point out how this expansive and fluid Islamic jurisprudence has been challenged and even undermined in several Muslim majority countries, often in the name of Islam. Why do you think this is happening? And do you think that Shari’ah has been irreversibly tarnished by this? 

Countries from Somalia to Pakistan have been ravaged in recent decades by coups, revolutions and wars. In the ensuing fear and uncertainty, religious scholars have gained considerable influence—perhaps because they seem to offer explanations for the instability, perhaps because of the uniquely reassuring nature of a faith in God. Those scholars have certainly had their supporters, but their ascent has also had one very regrettable effect.

Certain jurists have been able to yoke extremely harsh interpretations of Islamic law to the machinery of modern government. They have focused on a narrow range of punitive and discriminatory measures, ignoring fundamental aspects of the Prophet’s message, like his stress on progress, justice and mercy—and the effect has been to enshrine very one-sided conceptions of Islamic justice.

The process is deeply corrupting. Ostensible piety is not the same thing as political wisdom—and when scholars exploit God’s moral authority for short-term gain, they create unrealistic expectations that can end up bringing not just politics but religion itself into disrepute.

That said, I don’t believe that the shari‘ah is irredeemably tarnished by such machinations. As I’ve already suggested, the word is best reserved to describe the divine guidance to which Muslims aspire. It’s crucial, however, that believers do not allow a natural respect for the shari‘ah and religious scholarship to degenerate into uncritical deference. Some scholars do not hesitate to characterize their personal opinions as expressions of God’s eternal will, and whether they are being cynical or honest, their claims to divine inspiration merit very careful scrutiny.

As should be obvious, people do not speak for God just because they say they do.

We hear so much about differences between Islam and the West, as crude as such language is. But you note that the English jury system may have roots in Islamic law as it developed in North Africa. I think readers would be fascinated to know how Islamic law has influenced, or shares similarities with, Western legal traditions.

That specific link you mention is extremely tenuous—the juries of common law tradition are much more likely to have reached England via the Vikings—but the fact that the Maghrebwas using twelve men good and true to decide cases more than a thousand years ago recalls a deeper point. Every system of criminal justice strikes a balance between two imperatives—the urge to condemn wrongdoers and the concern not to punish in vain—and the techniques to pursue those goals typically evolve in similar forms across different cultures. One consequence is that there are fundamental similarities between the legal aspirations recorded in the Qur’an and hadiths and those expressed by later Western jurists: the notion that judges should act only on clearly expressed testimony, for example, or the principle that they should strain to avoid mandatory punishments (haddood) and always credit defendants with the benefit of legal doubt (shubha).

There are also specifically Muslim institutions that seem to have made their way into European legal systems; most notably, a reviewing court known as thenazr al-mazalim, which the Holy Roman Emperor Frederick II used as a model for a new (but very durable) system of administrative courts on the Continent. Other scholars have noted important similarities between Islamic endowments (awqaf; sing. waqfv) and the equitable trusts that first entered English law during the Crusader era. At the same time, there have been more malign overlaps, driven by the ubiquitous hope of suppressing sin.

One good example involves torture. Islamic jurists seem to have been extremely hostile to the practice until the 1300s—a period when inquisitorial systems of justice were taking hold in Europe—and one Western historian has attributed the shift to the influence of Spanish and Sicilian canonists on their Muslim counterparts. True or not, the coincidence serves to recall an important truth: the claim to act in God’s name is no guarantee against injustice.

I must admit I was somewhat disappointed with the turn the book takes, from a general overview of the evolution of Islamic law, as a tradition, to a much narrower focus on jihad and terrorism. Considering the Gallup poll numbers, which indicate that the more religious a person claims to be, the less tolerant they are of militancy and violence, how do you explain your moving from how Muslims conceive of Shari’ah to a narrower and more securitized frame of Shari’ah, which seems to exclude many Muslim experiences of Shari’ah outside certain crisis areas, like Pakistan and Afghanistan? 

Structuring any book presents challenges, and one that addresses a subject as vast as the shari‘ah demands that an author make choices. It would have been nice to synthesize experiences from a much broader range of Muslim countries, but organizing five months of travel was arduous and expensive enough, and reducing a broader range of countries into a readable book would have taken time and money I did not possess.

Traveling from India to Egypt seemed to offer a fairly simple way of linking my south Asian heritage with the history of the regions where Islamic jurisprudence came of age. A less tangible motive also helps explain the book’s trajectory. Although it is no bad thing to recognize the diversity and benign qualities of Muslim life—and I hope my book does that throughout—I thought it crucial to focus on points of friction, because those are the matters that are causing greatest damage to inter-communal relations today. That means, regrettably, devoting attention to conflict—not just the ‘jihad and terrorism’ you mention, but also the harsh attitudes toward criminal justice, gender politics and religious toleration that have been hardening of late in some ostensibly Islamic states.

Another writer might well have struck a different balance, but that would simply have drawn criticisms from the opposite direction. In that context, it is perhaps worth pointing out that a few critics have suggested that I devote too little attention to malign interpretations of the shari‘ah, and some have even called me an apologist for extremism. So it goes. Ultimately, I can only really say that, in my view, it seemed important to address controversies head-on and to undercut the many people (Muslim as well as non-Muslim) who might otherwise claim that I was ducking difficult issues.

You make much of [14th century Islamic scholar] Ibn Taymiyya and his influence on contemporary extremism. I would, however, argue that extreme voices only care for Ibn Taymiyya insofar as he gives them ammunition; they don’t care for his ideas, rarely understand him, and frequently only use him as so much window-dressing. Sadly, this also seems to be the case with thinkers like Qutb—perhaps it is not that thinkers produce extremists, but that the conditions that produce both the extremists and their intellectuals which should be worth more concern. How do you see this relationship between ideas and actions? 

Your assessment of the extremist debt to Ibn Taymiyya is correct. He was a rigorous and charismatic thinker, whereas many of the men who nowadays cite his influence lack his familiarity with Muslim and non-Muslim texts, and they fail to engage except at the most superficial level with the historical background to his writings. The second aspect of your question—relating to the circumstances that allow the seeds of extremism to bear fruit—opens up a multitude of issues, but one simple point is easily stated: political crises have played a fundamental role.

I try to show that throughout my book. My treatment of Ibn Taymiyya is rooted in an account of the upheavals set off by the Mongol invasion of the Muslim world, for example, while later chapters repeatedly emphasize the contemporary impact of colonialism, the partition of Palestine, corruption within Muslim states and military aggression from outside them. And though certain scholars have struggled hard and well to meet the challenges, it is important to acknowledge that others have exploited one of Islamic jurisprudence’s great historical strengths—its flexibility—for short-term political advantage.

I’m going to continue with the medieval scholar, Ibn Taymiyya, for it seems many in the West often present monocausal explanations of contemporary Islam—and largely in order to link Islam to terrorism (or, perhaps, terrorism to Islam). I’m not convinced by the portrayal of Ibn Taymiyya you present, especially where you note his radical return to the salaf, or the early generations of Muslims.  Islamic law is a vigorous conversation across societies and centuries, which always returns to the earliest generations for its proofs and ideals—it has no other common ground, in a sense. How then is Ibn Taymiyya any different? What makes him “radical”?

Of course you’re right that appealing to Islam’s origins is an integral aspect of the faith. As I observe at one point, ‘respect for the salafs, the first generations of Muslims, is perfectly conventional among believers’. What made Ibn Taymiyya so remarkable was his re-evaluation of the legal significance of consensus (ijma)—specifically, his claim to identify ancient views about the shari‘ah which trumped contemporary jurisprudence that he found disagreeable—along with his attempt to put traditionalism to relentlessly punitive purposes.

That led him to argue (for example) that certain members of Shi‘a sects were non-Muslim heretics who merited execution, and it inspired his student Ibn Qayyim to propose that the Prophet and his Companions had approved of torturing criminal defendants. In my opinion, a man who developed novel concepts of legal interpretation that facilitated such conclusions can properly be called ‘radical’.

We hear a lot about Islam, identity, and Europe, but rarely is much of it particularly helpful. Though your book talks about the Muslim majority world frequently, what challenges and opportunities do see for Muslim (minority) communities in the West? (You can take that to mean the United Kingdom, Europe, or the West more generally.)

This question is an important one. Classical interpretations of the shari‘ah and Islam’s place in the world were developed in an era when Muslim rulers were supreme and the faith was unquestionably dominant. Any assessment of the place of modern Muslim minorities has to take account of this historical background, because it provides the context for perspectives that are sometimes wrongly presented as timeless. But the questions relevant to the lives of ordinary Western Muslims today do not concern their superiority or inferiority in relation to other faiths—still less, the management of a medieval empire.

The fundamental challenge is the same one that everyone else faces: how best to live alongside people who hold different beliefs. That calls for mutual respect—and though that imposes society-wide responsibilities, Muslims can play their specific part by drawing on their communal history. Tolerance and diversity have been valued by Islamic scholars for more than a thousand years, and Muslim institutions have flourished alongside those of other faiths for just as long. Assessing the reasons for that heritage and developing new ways to honor its spirit would benefit everyone.

Some people say the Arab Spring killed al-Qaeda; do you think that’s true? Do you think the Muslim world, by which I mean not just Muslim countries but Muslim communities and institutions, has the resources and intellects to fight off extremism?

Only a fool, a fanatic or a politician would presume to predict the future of the Arab Spring and the fate of al-Qaeda. The emergence of semi-democratic regimes in North Africa has certainly undermined the central assumption of Ayman al-Zawahiri’s organisation—the belief that significant change will only come through violence—but though al-Qaeda is looking increasingly sect-like, its foundations have not collapsed. Murderous attacks are still committed in its name, and the resentments that allowed it to mushroom over the last two decades continue to seethe. It remains to be seen whether changes in the Middle East will draw the venom, or fuel yet more grievances.

That said, even if it is too soon to write the epitaph to extremism, I don’t doubt that Muslims have both the motive and the capacity to contain its surge. They make up the majority of victims, after all, and the resilience of Muslim social and family structures make it relatively easy to say when a co-religionist is stepping too far out of line. The most crucial factor is one that outsiders to the faith easily ignore. The overwhelming majority of Muslims hold instinctively conservative views about what can be done in God’s name—and though a commitment to Islam is considered threatening by some non-Muslims, devout believers are often effective critics and vigilant opponents of religious extremism.

If you were to run a madrasa, what changes would you make? What books, ideas, courses—or whatever else—might you suggest?

When I visited Islamic colleges in India and Pakistan, my experience was frequently disappointing. Although teachers and students acknowledged the importance of open-mindedness, their attitude toward the wider world was characterized by suspicion; and though they spoke with pride of Islam’s past, their familiarity with Muslim scholarship typically did not extend beyond a handful of well-known religious works. It was a long way from the ninth-century heyday of Islamic power, when Baghdad scholars translated hundreds of foreign texts—on topics from Athenian philosophy to Zoroastrian theology—and a revival of that confident and critical tradition would be no bad thing.

That’s a tall order, to be sure, because most madrasas are struggling just to teach impoverished pupils the rudiments of literacy, but some basic aspirations would be welcome. It would be nice if students were encouraged to understand the beliefs of non-Muslim communities, and taught not just to venerate tradition, but also to think through actual historical events.

A RED-INDIAN PRAYER

A RED-INDIAN PRAYER
 
O’ Great Spirit [God],
Whose voice I hear in the winds,
And whose breath gives life to all the world,
hear me! I am small and weak,
I need your strength and wisdom.
 
Let me walk in beauty, and make my eyes
ever behold the red and purple sunset.
 
Make my hands respect the things you have
made and my ears sharp to hear your voice.
 
Make me wise so that I may understand the
things you have taught my people.
 
Let me learn the lessons you have hidden
in every leaf and rock.
 
I seek strength, not to be greater than my
brother, but to fight my greatest
enemy–myself.
 
Make me always ready to come to you with
clean hands and straight eyes.
 
So when life fades, as the fading sunset,
my spirit may come to you
without shame.
 

(By an unknown poet)

Mirza

The Subcontinent Indo-Pak By Mirza Ashraf

In today’s world, in my opinion, the dilemma of Indo-Pak quandary is no more a regional affair confined to the subcontinent. After stepping into nuclear age the region with all its problems from economy to corruption, from socio-political to internal conflicts, and from terrorism to regional confrontation, is seriously impacting the whole world. Pakistan’s position is no more strategically geo-political, but is today geo-global. It is no more within the ideological range of regional intellectuals, even as great as Iqbal-Jinnah or Gandhi-Nehru. These great personalities have played their role excellently and to the best interest of the subcontinent of India during the time they were there.

If we view the current situation in our world, aside from the nuclear revolution, the cybernetic revolution has developed more rapidly than mankind could have imagined or foreseen a quarter century ago. With the advent of 21st century we have entered into a super-tech revolution in which not only human physical energy, that is man’s hands and arms having been replaced by machines, but also man’s brain and nervous reactions are now being rapidly replaced by the super-tech machines. Today the whole world is focused as well as involved in the situation developing in the subcontinent. For the world community, it is not a question whether Pakistan or any other country in that region, remains as one country or splits into parts, but the real concern is how this part of the world (Russia, China, Korea, India, Pakistan and now Iran standing in line) equipped with nuclear weapons and threatened with population explosion behaves on this planet. Global importance of Pakistan is such that the first step of Putin’s world tour will be in Pakistan.

I have often shown my concern that there is a famine of intellectuals in the whole world. It is partly on account of the cybernetic revolution which is day by day overpowering our brains and in a way is incapacitating our intellectual approach. Human being’s true intellectual output is the result of his co-natural approach of mind and emotions or to say in general words, heart and mind. I would say, it is time we have to stop viewing Pakistan geo-politically, rather we need to focus on this region as geo-global oscillator.

The Eradication of the Concept of the Past? by Sophia Chawala

On September of 2008, my dad threw a surprise birthday party for me. Frankly, I am not a fan of birthdays, parties, birthday parties or surprises in general. Besides its clown-faced cakes and terribly fatty meals, a birthday is nothing but a mundane occurrence in my life. Yet what made this birthday so different from others I have experienced was that it was my first birthday where I received a gift that changed my life forever. My dad blindfolded me and guided me towards his office, where my gift awaited for me. Typical birthday scene, I thought. Once we arrived at his office, dad removed my blindfolds, and there I saw right before my eyes my ultimate birthday gift: the new, the pristine and awfully shiny iPhone 3G.

Now this was a surprise that I surely did not mind. I will never forget how fascinated I was when I was examining that paper-thin, black piece of technological slate and how intrigued I was when I turned on its crystal-display touchscreen.  When I slid my finger across the silver, gleaming arrow on the screen, I unlocked the world of the iphone. It showed me a homepage smothered with colorful icons that floated like nimbus clouds. However, these icons were more than floating nimbuses. They were portals of other channels of communication and of other storages of memory. “See here, Soph? Now you can really keep connected,” said my dad. “Plus, you can chose to remember what you need to (or want to) remember. Isn’t that great?”

Indeed it was great. With my new iphone, I had the ability to converse across a wide spectrum of channels and to control what memories I wanted to obtain, to create, to look back on, and perhaps to look forward to. The thought fascinated me, yet frightened me as well. I thought to myself that what if the iPhone gave me too much control over my memories? What if such ability would lead to even more mundane days of my life?  Such is how I wonder about the rapid development of communication technology. While I appreciate that its development has led to many devices containing features that allow us to create an archive of memories much easier and much quicker than with past devices, I am quite concerned that such an ability may erode our understanding of and the overall concept of the past all together, making our lives as “timeless” entities with no moments to look back on. I thank the iphone for helping me keep in touch with people and memory, yet with this phone, everyday is like a birthday to me (perhaps that is the reason why I think birthdays are so boring).

A day after my birthday, I did nothing but sift through the colorful clouds and portals on my new iphone. Communication icons including telephone, text messaging, e-mail, instant messengers of different brands, video chats of different programs, social networks, voice recorder, video recorder, picture camera and wireless internet connection, and storage icons like virtual picture albums, video libraries, voice memos, calendars and note “pages” were all littered across the screen and open to the touch of my finger. But according to Marc Oliver’s study  “Civilization Inoculated: Nostalgia and the Marketing of Emerging Technologies”, which summarizes how current industries appeal to nostalgia and past ideals to sell big bucks on their devices, these colorful portals are really nothing new.  That is because my iphone has been created “at the moment of integration (as opposed to invention) of emerging technologies” (Oliver 134). Although my iphone was new itself, its features were not so much because the phone was enmeshed with two kinds of purposes, one being communicating and the other being the storing of information, that used to function in separate devices. In sum, the iphone is like a nesting-doll that holds numerous devices within one device. Because I had so many opportunities in keeping in touch with my loved ones and with my memory, I did not have much emotional anxiety when I left for college nor did my parents. Of course, I felt some nostalgia for home, aching to go back in time and relive the relics of my beloved childhood, but fortunately I was able to obliterate all yearning thanks to the many opportunities of communication that my lovely iphone has given me. Oliver claims that “nostalgia requires departure but it also contains the promise of return” (135). Thanks to my handy iphone, I was able to suspend myself temporarily from college life, return back to my past world of home, immerse in its comforts and then when ready go back to my collegiate reality. Home was resting inside of my pocket at all times.

My past not only lay in my pocket, but every blinking moment of the present along with possible futures of college life was inside of it, as well. I was able to take high-quality pictures of myself and my girlfriends in a matter of seconds. I was able to film precious, embarrassing videos in just a matter of minutes. I was even able to voice record my ideas, my lectures and my feelings over the cell phone “microphone” and from those memos create an entire library of voices just within my finger’s reach. In essence, what all of these activities have in common was that I was able to create lifetime memories just within a matter of seconds. Such a situation is what Ori Shwarz addresses in “Good young nostalgia: camera phones and technologies of self among Israeli youths,” a study that examines how Israeli youth’s usage of cell phones and the blogosphere has caused a change in their perceptions on what nostalgic memories they would want to look back. Likewise to Israeli girls and their usage of cell phones, I was creating a sort of “fragmentary and reflective nostalgia” (366) while using my cell phone as a library of memory. As paradoxical it may seem, I was being deep and shallow simultaneously. My cell phone allows me to capture moments much faster than older devices. For example, my phone’s camera has allowed me to take pictures that develop within seconds, and once they had developed I was able to look at them deeply, this being the indicator of nostalgia, the bittersweet feelings of past occurrences. If I felt bad about the picture, I would delete it and try to take another one. At first glance, me deleting pictures seems like  me refusing to look back at the past, but what it really shows is how I cared too much about it, how I wanted it to be something else. If my friends and I made terrible smiles or looked “too fat” we would reflect on it so deeply and get frustrated that we would want to try again and take a better picture. This shows how my iphone is a “mythlogization of technology”, a device that’s main motive is to help me facilitate the creation of my perfect historical landscape (Oliver 134). The iphone has given me control over nostalgic occurrences because it allowed me a second chance on the memories I wanted to create and even on determining my future memories as well. I captured small, momentary fragments, but reflect, scrutinize and redo their every detail to create a more ideal moment.

The iphone was truly a blessing for me for helping me keep loved ones in never-ending touch and a bundle up fragmentary, yet precious memories. But such a blessing was also a blaring concern.  Day by day, I was keeping in touch with my past way too much, calling mother thrice a day, skyping with my cousin twice a day and texting my brother once every hour (it’s even more overwhelming when I am doing it all at once). Not to mention, my time-span of nostalgia for things had shrunken significantly, feeling like five minutes was as long as five years! I did not know if this was all just being merely homesick or being spoiled. But I did know for a fact that I was constantly wired. Acclaimed journalist Walter Kirn, who claims that multitasking in technology has led to economic, health and social dangers in his article “The Autumn of the Multitaskers”, describes that the very reason behind my wired condition is that I am part of timeless era of “roaring zeros…years of over-enlarged, overextended, technology-driven and finally unsustainable investment of our limited human capacities in the dream of infinite connectivity” (Kirn 157).  Given that my iphone was an example of mythologized technology, it indeed has led me to create so many fantasies to a point where I was constantly attached to something or someone. Not once was I detached from my past, my present or my future. I was aware of everything because of how connected my phone made me to my home, my friends, my family, my college, my high school.  Yet such awareness gave me headaches, duping huge amounts of information, facts, and memories of all kinds into me like a huge overload pick-up truck that dumps massive piles of rubble into a tiny landfill. From texting siblings to skyping friends, and from recording videos to taking pictures, I was stuck amidst a web of never-ending connectivity, standing in the crossroads between past, present and future. I was in limbo and I simply had no clue where to look back or look towards. I slowly found out the culprit behind this dilemma. I was in limbo because, as Kirn implies, the mechanization of my iPhone gave me too much autonomy over my memories that the notion of “cause and effect had yielded to the principle of dream-and-make-it-happen” (Kirn 157). Because I was striving to make all my dreams come true, to relive realities that I have never even experienced, I was constantly missing something or someone, I was constantly experiencing some sort of “cumulative nostalgia” not based on strong distinctive task between the past and present  (Shwarz 348). My never-ending yearning shows that since my iphone, like other communication technology, enabled me to be culturally and emotionally connected much easier through user-friendly mediums, my time span had flattened, integrated and meshed all wards of my life into one, flat pancake. When this thought drifted by in my head, everything began to make sense to me: I realized that my iphone, the nesting-doll device was the very reason why my life became a pancake itself because it had allowed me to travel anywhere at any time. It was like a time-machine that moved me in any direction I pleased simply by a touch of a button.

My mom always used to tell me that distance is what keeps people so close and memories too precious to lose. Although it was nice for me to travel the long-distances over virtual mediums back and forth between the space of time, I really did become, simply put, tired of keeping of touch because it subtracted the uniqueness of certain moments in my life. Today, I no longer have an iphone 3G. Its cracked screen lies dead inside my room drawer and ceases to light up its nimbus clouds again. For now, I am not as trapped inside limbo as I used to be and have a clear direction of where lies north and south. But time and time again, I sometimes open up my room drawer just to catch a glimpse of that cracked touchscreen just to think to myself that at least I have some past to look back on.